before-->30<--after

u know what scares me most about 3 series..its not really the number..but the consequences (i would describe it) of it..the pregnancy chances, the illness and the most the changed perception automatically changed goal of life..

u dont get it right..

okay..pregnancy and illness are quite common isn it..when u 30 onward chances of getting pregnant getting slimmer, the chances of unhealthy baby higher..and the most ur slow recovery of post labor..ur body,breast..unlike 20 ish..u still can rely on the good metabolism..so u know..when u makcik, metabolism u dah turun hokeh..so u susah nak kurus hokeh..

then illness..with my sooo 'healthy' lifestyle ;) im all prepared for all the consequences..i should stop kann?yeah i know..i just dont know why its gettin merrier..it seems lost in finding their exit..hee..

okay enough!

here come the main subject..all above wont happening if you still single or alone...(bunyi cengkerik) iv been told by a divorcee duda..he quoted:

'women after 25 they started to worry much bout gettin married..but when after 30 they started to think they can live without man..married or single..this is what happening in this woman of century'

errmm..i must say..i agreed in silence..but verbally for the sake of woman defensive i will disagree by sayin -yeah of course..if the guy didnt start givin problem, we mostly woman nature wont break the vow as easy as that-

but actually..even if the guy are givin u problem, u as a woman shouldnt u be the one to cool down the air?to be the opposite of the god knows man behavior..we woman can think deeply, can act multitasking, able to create the softness side of us easily compare to man's well known ego?even in Islam stated, we always by the side of man..

that's the thing right?if we woman nowadays could not tolerate such thing anymore means we want to be at their level without compromise..see how thing run opposite already..so when this happened, then is when 'after 30 they started to think they can live without man..married or single'

and this is the most im afraid of..because i actually started to think like one..i always have this question like 'why man have the rights and excused to criticize woman appearance after married..' because we can simply point out 'why man cannot maintain their belly after married' as well...owh then the save the world answer comes in...'thats because wer happy..married to our wife..' see!?BULL!

i just hope i manage to control myself at least give up to 35..to tolerate with man behavior..takuutt...

Sweet Tooth

pictures from paddington house of pancakes that i and family went last weekend..

im very into desserts or manisan or pencuci mulut..whatever they called it..as long as it sweets or fresh to compliment the heavy meal i consumed before..its not complete without the sweetness take over inside ur mouth.


preferably, il go for chocolate based then ice cream..or local malay dessert..mentioning this..i still havent go dine in Chocolate @ the walk,the curve..uuuu..i must!imust!

terjah handbag

ala2 verangan artis la konon khenn..


hihi..teringin nk tiru ala2 siti nurhaliza handbag kena terjah kan..except that ni i sendiri volunteer nk diterjahkan..:D


let see..whats in the bag hihi..


i got JnJ lotion, purse,my pills box,my rose hair clip, my make up bag, Avene spray,BB and owh nmpak x da sekeping kertas terselit d sittew..yeah itu adalah gym schedule...pfft..(smiley tutup mata)


i love my new MJ handbag this time as i tend to lessen the weight of the things inside..all this while sgt sakit bahu menyandang handbag ya rabbi beratnya..its not good for your bones okay..(sejak2 keja medical company ni kann)


so tu ja la..have a nice weekend uolls..xoxo..

healthy changes

i couldn't be more than happier to have a fresh start in everything..that is what we need..CHANGES!!i mean i would love to have changes in the term of the country i reside in for the major plan...woahhh!!!;)


but its ok..pelan2..we start with the minor2 things that we dont know how BIG the effect could be..like


1. deleting those unhealthy person that i keep on ogling at BBM
2. delete those unnecessary drama maker or people that unworthy ur time and life.
3. revamp ur blog!!!!:D


i just dont feel healthy to have a bad mark that stayed permanently in the virtual world reflecting ur pathetic life..life to short to not feel happy..aight!?


i am definitely not forgetting those bittersweet memories which thank to 'them' i am what i am now..but let it not to be reminded every time viewer read it..


i luurrrvvveee my new blog...do u? hopefully the meroyss getting lesser also..lets hope - finger crossed- ;)