It always about wrong time and wrong person.
The moment you feel so comfortable and happy, it always based on the wrong time and person.
How challenging is that?
For me, happiness is always number one. Il do anything to feel happy. Il hang out with friends, plan activities with families....Il spent time with people who can bring laughter to my face.
Il ignore any spoiler or heavy thoughts just for the sake to enjoy the happiness.
But, as I said..it always come with price..even time with your family..
For this one particular happiness contributor, I just like for once want to be selfish..Im enjoying this time and wont let it go. For whatever it takes..
I do not want to think bout people perception, bout someone else heartbroken..I just dont.
Because no matter how much i think bout all those things all this while,
no matter how iv being nice to people,
no matter how Im trying so hard not to hurt people's feeling,
eventually I will be tested by Him..
Hence, let me just enjoy this thing and be happy..
