i must go these places in : LONDON

Big Ben: London's Clock Tower

Tower Bridge Exhibition

National Gallery @ Trafalgar Square

London Eye

                  

Harrods                           Victoria and Albert Museum       Oxford Street

Millennium Bridge

London Tube

Cancer guy

All this while i always thought that cancerian is always the loyal, lovable and caring one..

I was wrong. Well at least i was wrong bout the guy.. They are damn flirtatious and not really that loyal!! Seriously it gave me shock!! Well one because i always wanted to try with a cancer guy since i thot yea he might be no difference with me so i guess everything could be better since we understand each other well..

So lately iv met them.. And i even thought they are gemini at first!! Yea!!

Then i got attached with one in romantic way.. Ok then i can feel the cancerian effect..only the bad news was hes in relationship of 6 yrs with a long distance gf.. Hmm seem like we heard of this kinda story before? Typical cancer!!

I should have always stick to my principe. I know i cant do it. I know i cant tolerate with the fact thats he is actually love n care other girl while keep on having this maniac thinking that im just a temp to fill in between their dating dates!

So it actually ended last night by me!! As always. Yeah i dont think i should keep on hurting myself and i actually allowed it!! And listen to his explanation and thoughts actually killed me slowly. He was a good one except that he is not meant for me. Im sorry but im not really think bout that other girl really.. Bcoz i just have this new perspective where a persons' happiness and destiny are not necessarily finalize in one and the first rship only..but, we might have destined to continue with other partner. Well it just my thoughts from my observation..

So, if, let say i eventually end up with someone else boyfriend or husband( mintak simpang) i must believe that my happiness maybe was written to be with him. Karma is another thing. Karma is when u purposely hurting people not when u has been tested non stop upside down and all u want is the answer!

Cancer= ticked and crossed

He always in my heart

No one actually knows.. Theres one thing that even me never know the reason or what had possessed me that hardly fade when it comes to him..

I always have that little tiny hope about our future..

I always silently talk to myself that dont worry he always the worst case after constantly being hurt in other terrible rship.. And yet i always feel relieved when i know i still got him..weird much..?

Wait till if u know the crazy things that wev been through.. Its beyond ur imagination n acceptance..

I dont know.. I never really wanna believe that wer meant to be together bcoz i always hope that il end up with someone else.. bcoz im afraid that the previous chapter will repeating again in the future.. And i dont really read books twice..il get bored!

But then again till that someone else comes, im used to hang on him.. So no matter what people around gonna say or against, i actually do feel happy when it comes to him.. His voice could sooth me.. His laugh make me calm.. And our conversation make me missed him even more..

In the meantime, il love myself more..because im a princess 😘