i watched wedding video clips..i cried..
i listened to CT's song..i cried..
i send my E invitation trough whatsapp..i cried..
WTF is happening to me.. ni baru E, belum solemnization..duh..
i get so emotional on few things lately..
and im super happy excited preparing myself for the day..
Like this Friday iv scheduled myself with facial, mani pedi and hair treatment..
On Saturday I need to pick up the cake, the fruits and the chandelier..
Owh btw abah has successfully be a gem completed the simple, elegant yet awesome dais. I was like sooo touched! (no sharing now..x surprise lah)
Will keep updating!
xoxo
Tuesday, 27 May 2014
Thursday, 15 May 2014
this is how it started..
I am so glad im back in love with my BF again..pheww..
So 16 more days to go to get engaged. Now i can do the wed/E preparation with lovely feelings and berbunga2.. haha
My BFF asked me last night while we chillin', am I ready to get married actually because she thinks im not. Maybe because of this non-stop arguments between us.
I said, honestly I AM ready.
I dont think i have problem to be loyal,faithful and commit. That's for start which I think the most important thing to think before u settled down. There's no such thing as enjoy habis2an before married..NO! U must slowly transit and changed the lifestyle, behavior and thinking. A friend of mine now being haunted by her not so past before married regrets because afraid that it might happened to her children. Don't do that. Changed before u decided to get married.
I argued because I care. I care because I accept him. I scared thinking that this is just another wrong man. Iv been haunted with my long-term-toxic-rship and i do not wanna get trapped again. My experience with mans always guarded me. And I believe arguments is the best way for me to get to know my BF more. Because thats how I last for 10 years in my prev rship. Because along the years Iv learnt bout my ex inside out and it makes me loved and be patient with him more. So thats the only way. Actually we just knew each other last Sep 13 even we'v met in 2001. And he proposed in Jan 14. And our parents met each other in Feb. And now wer getting engaged in June. Honestly, yes I feel tied to him so the only way to make this work is by improving it. By arguments :p
Iv realized that im getting better at listening to people's advise, patient more and tolerate. I took time to think and respond. Iv learnt respect is needed. Im more responsible to my earning.
Things that I didnt possessed before.
So im getting mature myself and its a sign for me that Im ready to have kids of my own. I didnt inherit my mama's tahap kesabaran yang maha tinggi. But iv excel in other areas. I believe I am. I believe Il be a good mother.
Thats enough for me to be ready to get married dont u think?
Of course different people carried different perspectives. For me, all above is such a BIG achievement in my life.. and I valued myself as best wife and mother material.
Enjoy la habis2an during your youth years..not because ur gettin married.
Do not get married at young age because trust me u still nak enjoy habis2an.
And i said this because of my experience with my life and circles.
So 16 more days to go to get engaged. Now i can do the wed/E preparation with lovely feelings and berbunga2.. haha
My BFF asked me last night while we chillin', am I ready to get married actually because she thinks im not. Maybe because of this non-stop arguments between us.
I said, honestly I AM ready.
I dont think i have problem to be loyal,faithful and commit. That's for start which I think the most important thing to think before u settled down. There's no such thing as enjoy habis2an before married..NO! U must slowly transit and changed the lifestyle, behavior and thinking. A friend of mine now being haunted by her not so past before married regrets because afraid that it might happened to her children. Don't do that. Changed before u decided to get married.
I argued because I care. I care because I accept him. I scared thinking that this is just another wrong man. Iv been haunted with my long-term-toxic-rship and i do not wanna get trapped again. My experience with mans always guarded me. And I believe arguments is the best way for me to get to know my BF more. Because thats how I last for 10 years in my prev rship. Because along the years Iv learnt bout my ex inside out and it makes me loved and be patient with him more. So thats the only way. Actually we just knew each other last Sep 13 even we'v met in 2001. And he proposed in Jan 14. And our parents met each other in Feb. And now wer getting engaged in June. Honestly, yes I feel tied to him so the only way to make this work is by improving it. By arguments :p
Iv realized that im getting better at listening to people's advise, patient more and tolerate. I took time to think and respond. Iv learnt respect is needed. Im more responsible to my earning.
Things that I didnt possessed before.
So im getting mature myself and its a sign for me that Im ready to have kids of my own. I didnt inherit my mama's tahap kesabaran yang maha tinggi. But iv excel in other areas. I believe I am. I believe Il be a good mother.
Thats enough for me to be ready to get married dont u think?
Of course different people carried different perspectives. For me, all above is such a BIG achievement in my life.. and I valued myself as best wife and mother material.
Enjoy la habis2an during your youth years..not because ur gettin married.
Do not get married at young age because trust me u still nak enjoy habis2an.
And i said this because of my experience with my life and circles.
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