Cancer guy

All this while i always thought that cancerian is always the loyal, lovable and caring one..

I was wrong. Well at least i was wrong bout the guy.. They are damn flirtatious and not really that loyal!! Seriously it gave me shock!! Well one because i always wanted to try with a cancer guy since i thot yea he might be no difference with me so i guess everything could be better since we understand each other well..

So lately iv met them.. And i even thought they are gemini at first!! Yea!!

Then i got attached with one in romantic way.. Ok then i can feel the cancerian effect..only the bad news was hes in relationship of 6 yrs with a long distance gf.. Hmm seem like we heard of this kinda story before? Typical cancer!!

I should have always stick to my principe. I know i cant do it. I know i cant tolerate with the fact thats he is actually love n care other girl while keep on having this maniac thinking that im just a temp to fill in between their dating dates!

So it actually ended last night by me!! As always. Yeah i dont think i should keep on hurting myself and i actually allowed it!! And listen to his explanation and thoughts actually killed me slowly. He was a good one except that he is not meant for me. Im sorry but im not really think bout that other girl really.. Bcoz i just have this new perspective where a persons' happiness and destiny are not necessarily finalize in one and the first rship only..but, we might have destined to continue with other partner. Well it just my thoughts from my observation..

So, if, let say i eventually end up with someone else boyfriend or husband( mintak simpang) i must believe that my happiness maybe was written to be with him. Karma is another thing. Karma is when u purposely hurting people not when u has been tested non stop upside down and all u want is the answer!

Cancer= ticked and crossed