Thinking bout u might be the reason why they against it..hoping for u will just lead me to clueless..i couldn't figure out what is He try to show us..or at least show me..sign of stop or tests? Do i able to moved on and leave u alone bear all the tests He gave u..or us?
Would i be doing the right thing if i left or stay? Does true love really matter despite any other issues? Do i really care if u have nothing but love towards me..Does the flaws will haunt me in the future? Could i face it at that time? Would i regret? Or i could be happier than ever because what matter is how i felt when im with u..in sickness and health..
i dont know dear..everytime i pray to Him, i never stop asking to put an ends to this madness test..to cure u..to bring u back to me if we are meant to be so..
and after all the 'doa'..i still cant stop thinking of u and willing to support u..
is that a sign from Him? Means i still cant go? Ya Allah..berilah ku kekuatan..
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