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Of course u cant help it to keep on stalking the new girlfriend of your exes right?
I know its not healthy.. But trust me il get through it soon enough..I hope..

I knew bout Zul new girlfriend virally when he virally uploaded their pics where Fara and Mas came about it and told me. I was being blocked by my exes (which I dont know whats the purpose)..I mean i would love to show off my life and hoping to make them ..err ..envy? haha i dont know..A girl actions is sometimes not to be questioned.

I seem to have no problem knowing Zul have moved on. I mean, iv come to my senses that maybe Im the one that always be in his way. Its time for him to move to a new girl. Because i love him. I will always be. Hey I still got our pic in my room and I never bothered to remove it. Its bout pure love that hard to explain. Heard bout 'If u love someone enough, U will let the person go'? Because if thats what makes him happy, Il be happy too. Except that of course, dont let the new girl bother me or try to create prob with me. Then Im good.

So that bastard have a new girl too! Wow..it didnt take him long enough to find a new girl to mess up with. Seriously, x rasa bersalah langsung ka? Duit aku pun x bayaq.. Okay I really disturbed with this one. I mean I feel like to approach the new girl and warn her. U dont even have the criteria to be a man let alone someone's boyfriend! Fuck him. yes fuck him!

And to see that the way they started just remind of how he did with me last time. I mean the FB activities and all. And iv noticed they started on his birthday and I bet it was through FB too. Typical no balls bastard.

Did my 'doa orang teraniaya' accepted and granted? I just wonder..
I dont see that he is miserable and yet got a new girlfriend some more.. How the hell he got to move on so easily..Owh yea, i almost forgot.. He didnt loss anything..because he didnt fucking pay anything.. LOSER

What should i do with this one yea?
Or should i do nothing and forgive..?
Owh thats hard..because i dont think i can ever forgive him in million years.
What I can do?
Wishing that he will be rotten not in the afterlife, but now!